HI...

Well, Well, how to start... My name is irrelevant, but as the title suggest, i am indeed a lazy fuck, recently due to my effort to do something for my live, i applied for an scholarship to a another country, and it seems from what i was told, that i succeeded and now i'm going to leave my home behind, to start a new carreer on the other side of the ocean... if so, this means i got untill september, to turn my life arround, and exit throught the big door... here are some of my accomplishments, (and yep i will sound like a pretentious cocksucker, but it is not my intention) I have a technical degree in drama from highschool I have a black belt in karate (what ever the fuck that means) I'm a decent artist in other areas such as... -Singing (I've had one ocasional gig once or twice here and there) -Plastic arts (Currently what i study in college, and what i will continue doing if i leave my country and take the scholarship...) I learn my second language (English) all by myself (spanish is my mother's tongue) Aaaaaaand I have an amazing, beautifull, smart, cute teenage girlfriend, who looks like an angel an fucks like the devil.... *u* Overall, i don't feel like a total lame prick, but EVERYONE, EVERYONE can become better... So why i'm i doing this? Easy, because i want, and will, fuck the world, grab the bull by the horns and get a hold of my life, i've lived long enough bashing myself for dumb mistakes i've done (just like ANYONE else)... So this is how today, April 11, 2014, in time of 2 months i will straigh up what is wrong and shape myself, through dicipline, effort, and motivation... So... now, i will show the process of my change, week by week, and see how far i can get... wish me luck... For the record, i'm 19 years old... thanks for reading... and i hope i give you the motivation you require...